cold sweat, cold sweat
cold..
go away, go away, go
i'm sweating baby
in my bed of roses
sweating baby
in my bed of roses
love, i don't want it
....
answer the fucking phone
cold sweat, cold sweat
go away, go away, go
i'm sweating baby
in my bed of roses
sweating baby
in my bed of roses
love, i don't want it
put your cold hand in my pocket
.....
answer the fucking phone
go away, go away, go
i'm...
K.J.Garside / C.Gray
I used to know this wretched girl,
I made her open for me,
I took her heart,
And I kissed it clean,
But she still kicks against me.
Are the songs my disease?
Are the songs my disease?
Maybe she's creating me,
Mistaken accidentally,
For a girl I used to know,
In darkness permanently,
If I find her the perfect line,
My sickness might desert me.
Are the songs my disease?
Are ...
soul catch fire
said i'm alive
i dress in red for these vows i've forsaken
better off dead cried alive awaken
soul catch fire
i push back the table they put it back on me
laugh cos i'm able they put it back on me
soul catch fire
razorblade smile and this cut throat devotion
disdain for these lies with my blood it is spoken
soul catch fire
I swim the lake for I have lost my shoes,
I'm holding on,
I'm still awaiting you,
You cling to me but I remain composed,
I'll take the blame, grow you a thornless rose
I swim the lake for I have lost my shoes,
I'm holding on,
I'm still awaiting you,
Awaiting you,
Awaiting you
I swallow deep but the distance grows,
I'm struggling on to find the endless road
You cling to me, but I remain compose...
birdnest hair so slips the dream
a paper boat in heavy seas
into thin air lost upon on the tidal stream
another year
but i don't care
birdnest hair
her resolve
her retribution
hands are tied
dissolution
it's just me here
fetal postition
make up your mind
make a decision
birdnest hair the frozen breath
of butterflies she dissapears
into thin air the falling star
slips from my hand i'm out of he...
black spring rising
she falls
by the way a black rainbow wispering my name
by the way i changed the locks and i'm on a plane
by the way i turned to dust washed away by rain
by the way i burned your books and i changed my name
i took his hand it begins to snow
refracted light of a black rainbow
i crossed the desert but these seeds were sown
there's no place like home
i've got to get out
abort o...
childproof to the letter
you know the truth you know better
the girl on the pavement
she's spinning
don't be long come and get her
i need a drink so just forget her
time just slips through my fingers
hold onto life
hold on despite this
i've seen your eyes shine
just get through the night this time
resolve is weak i abuse it
you turn your cheek then i'll loose it
life just slips through my fing...
K.J.Garside / C.Gray
Strip me down and bare my soul,
Cut my heart out,
Eat me whole,
Taunt and bait me, invalidate me.
Cold fish,
In my little dish...
Cast your hook and reel me in,
Faster more fast,
Break me in,
Castigate me, go on and make me.
Cold fish,
Splish splish splish.
i arch my back to touch the stars
as they fall from my hand
for tommorrow the sun will rise again
a pearl a grain of sand
i let the clothes slip from my bones
i step into the stream
for tommorrow the sun will rise again
i'm washing my hands clean
my darling child was lost at sea today
and in the cold light she fades
show me how to break the waves
collision of the soul
for tommorrow the sun wil...
how, how did i get here
what world is this
how, how did i get here
what world is this
looking at forever
the ivory bones did speak
i walked the path to nowhere
found there's nothing underfeet
looking at forever
this river's running dry
the desert thirst
has done her worst
she cursed my lullaby
how, how did i get here
what world is this
how, how did i get here
what world is this
the midnight su...
[I turn my back on my mother's milk
But I want it back, and its already spilt,
I said get behind me cos the devil is on my tail
So to speak
I said someone's going to jail]
Take my doll put on her pretty clothes
Now don't you soil her dress
Now brush her hair, paint her lips like a rose
Now cover up your mess
Strip baby strip
Cause your daddy is watching
Strip baby strip
Jean Bennet
Strip baby ...
for i am the way
burn all effigies of clay
walk on water today
for i am the way
for i am the way
today i turn my blood to sweetest wine
a holy sign imbued with the divine
today's the day the gods walk out on me
the great divide is crossed for you by me
for i am the way
burn all effigies of clay
walk on water today
for i am the way
for i am the way
today the silent one does have her say
today a...
K.J.Garside / C.Gray
........my daughter,
take her from the water.......
I laid her down.......
For she drinks from the river,
I pray forgive her,
Dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb.
Girl a string of lovers,
Found dead beneath her,
They pulled her down,
For she drinks from the river,
I pray forgive her,
Don't let her drown,
Dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb.
A prayer for the mind who's thread bare,
For those who...
I'll make you a prayer,
A heavenly surrender.
To the one somewhere out there.
The one who can mend her.
I pray for the one,
Who can open my door.
Let me go through,
Oh yes, give me more.
I pray for the lover,
The willing intender.
To break down the door,
Of heavenly surrender.
I only make love to Jesus,
I only fuck God.
I only make love to Jesus,
I only fuck God.
I crave your violent,
Acted up...
S.Carter / K.J.Garside
Inside her tower she feels free from harm,
I'll lock her up inside safe and warm,
She'll sleep for winter she'll sleep for years,
The garden's overgrown over her tears.
Hide from time,
Hide from time.
Grow the garden year after year,
The roots dug deep she won't be found down here,
Brambles thorns will keep the boys away hey hey,
She needs her sleep she won't play today....
erase the past
i burn my home
kiss your passport
hotel aftershow
so now i'm really in a fucking mess
i got one suitcase but no address
nothing, nowhere, no one
nothing, nowhere, no one
no one...
gravity has changed her fucking mind
i'm lost hotel in space and time
so book me in for your last show
its inconsequential, nowhere to go
nothing, nowhere, no one, oh..
nothing, nowhere, no one
no one....
K.J.Garside / C.Gray
They open my window...in comes the light,
I froze in the corner...I pray for the night,
But if it's you my dear who turns on the light,
I'll eat from your hands as a bird with no fear no no,
fear.
Because I adore you,
I adore you,
I adore you,
I adore you.
Rise up my dark star...face into the night,
Come out of your corner..shine for the night,
if it's you my love who turn...
i wreck your bed
the colour is honey
your finger prints marking my wall
in red
i take a light plex
put it around your kneck
i turn it on a choking blue
fire in your eyes
in red
make me confess
shut your mouth
rip my dress
don't ever protest that you don't
want this mess
don't even pretend that i
could be your friend
i climb the walls
knuckles are bleeding
throw me down
push my face into the fi...
i join the dots and i post date this letter
so cross out my name you'd do best to forget her
collapse of synapse she can't tie her laces
learn to forgive her forget her disgraces
i join the dots and i brought shame upon you
so cross out my name as i come to seduce you
i join the dots and i cry insurrection
the river runs through it she knows my defection
expose her devises you knew all along
t...
He talks about you in his sleep
theres not a lot I can do to keep
from crying when he calls your name
Jolene, jolene, jolene, jolene
i'm begging of you please dont take my man
jolene, jolene, jolene, jolene
please dont take him just because you can
Your beauty is beyond compare
with flaming locks of auburn hair
with ivory skin and eyes of emerald green
your smile is like a breath of spring
you...
Cut her into little pieces
Move her round the plate
Knife and Fork I'm all dream, you're all talk
I'm kissing my disgrace
Kissing my disgrace
Older fragments with no meaning
Cloaked her smiling face
Today I eat myself a breakfast
I'm kissing my disgrace
Kissing my disgrace
Cut her into little pieces
Move her round the plate
Knife and fork I'm all dream, you're all talk
I'm kissing my disgrace
...
watch how i put it on
kitty collar tight
make it sing its song
make it fight
make it fight, fight
watch how i put it on
kitty collar tight
make it sing its song
make it fight
make it fight, fight
i hold your history
and i kiss the map
i'm looking back forwards
your tap drips, i...catch
watch how i put it on
kitty collar tight
make it sing its song
make it fight
make it fight, fight
watch how i...
K.J.Garside
Let not your hold be so tight,
She'll return in the morning,
If you give her the night.
Madraykin is she suffering?
Is she suffering?
Madraykin is she suffering?
Revealing her birthmark you cast out her eye,
Clipped are the wings of the angels sighs,
Revealing her birthmark you put out her tongue,
Clipped are the wings of the fairies who run.
Madraykin is she suffering?
Is she suff...
my baby talks in his sleep
i said wake him up
she's out on good behaviour
even daddies love won't save her
i said my prayers as i suck on the medicine jar
i'm bound in his reflection
we drink his mothers milk with conviction
my baby cries on the cross as she bled him dry
drink ocean deep there's plenty
oh baby go to sleep it's empty
i said my prayers in the medicine jar
i dry my tears
i hide m...
my silent undoing
my silent undoing
my silent undoing
my silent undoing
my wasp in a jar
protruding hips
and skull, and spine
ribcage cuts a clear outline
oh, oh
all roped up and pinching in
distorted and disfiguring
oh, oh
my silent undoing
my silent undoing
my wasp in a jar
no photographs around the back
emaciated, iron flat
oh, oh
dehydrated cutting bones
today i'm over 7 stone
oh, oh
my wa...
K.J.Garside
I painted somebody,
I painted some more,
I painted a house and I opened the door,
I made her come inside,
I made her feel warm,
I mended her heartache,
The one that she tore.
Pray for me.
I wrapped her in softness,
Made her a fire,
I gave her the one who fulfilled her desire,
I laid off the doctor,
Allowed her to see,
She doesn't need him now,
She's living with me.
Pray for me.
the world is watching
as i take my last breath
the world is watching
as i get undressed
cos i'm pretty like drugs
i'm pretty like drugs
cos i'm pretty like drugs
i'm pretty like drugs
the world is watching
as my wings unfurl
the world is watching
the death of a girl
cos i'm pretty like drugs
i'm pretty like drugs
cos i'm pretty like drugs
i'm pretty like drugs
cos i'm pretty like drugs
i'm pre...
Traditional:arr K.J.Garside / C.Gray
Polly pretty Polly come go away with me,
Polly pretty Polly come go away with me,
Before we get married some pleasures to see.
Willy, Oh Willy I'm afraid of your ways
Willy, Oh Willy I'm afraid of your ways
I'm afraid that you're leadin' my body astray.
She jumped up beside him and away they did go,
She jumped up beside him and away they did go,
Over the mo...
Hang it up Sailor
Your flag ship it burns
And it burns and it burns
You took the straight road
You just missed the turn,
You're out of gas out of gas
Put on the red shoes
A white knuckle ride
She's been denied deep inside,
And I've got a crack whores dreams upon my tail
Sweet love for sale love for sale
I just want to ride in your car
I've got a back street style to pay the rent,
I'm on my kne...
and i sit here waiting and comb my hair
wait in line your time will come
says the man he waves his gun
carpet burns beneath my name
your finger prints i'll play your game
i'll play your game
just pull me under
cast your blood to my open veins
i won't tell them will just play your game
i'll play your game
i'll take the blame
just pull me under
close the curtains finger prints in dust
she's been...
do or die that is my question
a little seed burning in me
it's hot i must get water
racing towards the sun
do or die break or burn
i've still got so much to learn
my breath is tearing with the dying sun
racing towards the sun
i can't breath
i got sucked underneath
she won't fight for breath now
have a little taste of death now
rise and fall rise and fall
i've seen it all
racing towards the sun
i rip open
clouds with no faces
she undoes herself
for a slice of your pie
razorblade sky
razorblade sky
i quench your thirst
i bleed you dry
help you make your bed
come undone
razorblade sky
razorblade sky
identifying marks
our history picked out in stars
we rip open the firmamment
razorblade sky
razorblade sky
sky, sky, sky
sky, sky, sky
sky, sky, sky
sky, sky.....
quot;forever and ever and ...
can i show you this state of mind
for it is not mine
can i not show you this state of mind
for she is not mine
i will not entertain this state of mind
for it is not mine
i will not entertain you
for it is not mine
siamese almeida
siamese almeida, ooh
siamese almeida
siamese almeida, ooh
i will not undo these twisted bones and sinew
i will not look to find who lives in you
i will not hold my ha...
oh so, my love
this sleeping pill
will watch you through the night
and come dawn
i'll be long, long gone
i tried, i tried, i tried
i..tried, i..tried
we feed upon the broken branch
we kiss the stars goodbye
for the sun can't fight this overcast
i tried, i tried, i tried
i..tried, i..tried
the spider's web
it can't break our fall
i whisper to the sky
i pray she takes you in her arms
i tried, i ...
K.J.Garside / C.Gray
Trippy little Popsicle cod,
Did I get it quite right?
Broken got broke,
Was it good to smoke?
I am not sure,
Was it good to sing?
Was it right to love?
Was it wrong this turning that I took?
Does the song sound right?
Do I look alright?
I spent all night getting it right.
So you would love me more,
So you would love me more.
Pray for your indecision girl,
Run from your ind...
K.J.Garside / C.Gray
Rags and riches I made three wishes,
I've been a bad girl and I kissed the witches,
I dance naked with animals I've seen more than you,
ever dreamed possible.
I've seen her I've breathe inside her,
I've seen her adreena,
I've seen her adreena.
Hags and bitches I made three wishes,
I've been a bad girl and I broke the dishes,
I dance naked with animals I've seen more than y...
force my hand i will sign anything
just cos i'm lonely
lay me down please
just do anything
just cos i'm lonely
sign your name i won't tell anyone
just cos i'm lonely
steal my game go on take everything
just cos i'm lonely
la la la la la la la
suck...a little bit deeper
la la la la la la la
just one for the record...suck
la la la la la la la
give me your cash for questions
because i am lonely
s...
there is a finger missing on my right hand
a butchers hand in a butterfly wing span
the sky hangs on a thread as I paint the white picket fence red
said am I alive or am I dead
I cought a raingbow tear in her sunset smile
I told the broken bird of my unborn child
these blood stained walls in her head
I found my girl bleeding in his bed
the angels cried in butterfly red
the butcher and the butt...
i got your secret
and i sure ain't gonna keep it
i've got your secret
and i sure ain't gonna keep it
i'm in the know
and i sure do mean to reap it
i got your secret
and i sure ain't gonna keep it
under a floorboard world
under a floorboard world
ooh, oOoh
i got your secret
and i sure ain't gonna keep it
i got your secret
and i sure ain't gonna keep it
i'm in the know
and i sure do mean to reap...
K.J.Garside / C.Gray
There is an anger comes off this girl,
That she can't find an origin,
The things I plant won't grow,
Yet the wild weeds flower in wind and snow.
Nothing to be nothing to prove,
Nowhere to go nothing to lose.
When will my season come,
Was I born of infertile soil,
Is my seed without song,
Can I not see the woods for these forests in my head,
Can I not see the sunlight as I ...
on my back i lay it down for plenty
these bones to crack
i'll scream til it's empty
i learn how to dance with the dog
she's clandestine i'll spit for a foothold
these nails are mine
i'll bleed til i get hold
i learn how to dance with the dog
i set the scales i'm fishing for murder
this whore in jail
i'll bang nail in her
i learn how to dance with the dog
it's a fox it's a bird it's a snake it'...
C.Gray
You walk all over anyone who dares to be a friend,
Scream and yell because you deem them unenlightened,
High upon your horse you preach and preach and preach,
Love thy fellow humans all your filthy little creeps.
X-ing off the days,
X-ing off the days
I nearly broke my back as I was bending back for you,
Half the time was hell and half a waste of time,
High upon your horse you preach an...
K.J.Garside / C.Gray
Ten planes falling from the sky,
The setting sun leaves no trace,
My name was written in the sky,
But now there is no trace.
Yesterday's hymn serves me not,
Tick tock tick tock tick tock.
Shadow faces reaching for me,
Pretending they know what's best for me,
But I know that I am their experiment,
I scare myself with paranoid talk.
Yesterday's hymn serves me not,
Tick tock ...