i don't want to feel anymore.
this is the one we've been waiting for.
i'm done offering my life to you.
this fake smiles' time is up.
why is it that what we do is never enough ?
no matter how hard we try, it never turns out right.
i can't stand feeling pulled from every direction, no more.
my uncertainities are making it hard ot breathe.
it's time to go on in this life.
i'm moving on from you,...
let's not sugar coat this, it's not that sweet, my mind restrains my lips from speaking those words no one wants to hear, those words someone has to say.
it's time to kiss goodbye.
i'm so close to ripping out my heart, i'm so close to throwing it in your face.
where will i be then ?
no better off than i am now.
alone, afraid, desensitized.
this is not the first time and i'm sure its not the la...
Do you forgive me?
You never lost your sight
So scream your heart out
To be damned one more TIME
This tragic, need for hope
Won't give up
It's what, keeps us alive
Now who will survive
In this game of chance
Now hold out your hand
And give me
This final kiss
If I load this gun, would you hold in your heart and give your life for love?
So bleed SO BLEED
This hate THIS HATE
With me
And fight the...
all hail the ones that take from life without giving back.
what's ours is ours.
control is all you crave, a fucking paycheck is all you are.
our world is crashing down before our fucking eyes.
we strive to be perfect in this imperfect world, so watch her starve herself.
struggle to fit the mold, as she makes her self sick, it should make us all sick.
we can't go on like this, we can't go on li...
Fuck the American Dream.
I know it all too well, I've watched my whole life.
I've felt those callused hands and looked into those broken eyes.
One more bleeding heart that will never see its time.
You suffer to survive, it will bury you alive.
Fuck this place, burn it down. Everything I've loved is gone.
This is not my home, I've played my final song.
Tear us down, free us all.
Sell your soul ...
The world been against you from day one
tomorrows never promised, night has just begun
so sing with me we're all fucked
cause this your hell and this is your heaven
unlearn what you know burn all you've been give
i sing this song hoping that you still care
cause we still care
that all the broken dreamers are living this nightmare
this was written when my heart and mind defined this contradicti...
I stare as my weak knees wilt
longing trying to touch the embrace that has left me
and I had you
and your kindness was there
now pieces of you hate me
I am not a portrait on your heart no more
but I still kiss the feelings that emerge from my pulse
and memories seep from my eyes
knowing that love has gone further
than my soft hand can reach
the utmost apology is what I can lay on your face but...
to whom it may concern another anthem for the hopeless.
a life so innocent that day was not the same.
experience that would change her life forever.
she sang her fucking song tried to make a change.
but the change came from with in herself.
forever in debt to the nightmare in my head.
how much more can i feel, before it ruins me ?
this will not control me that is what i fight for.
when will it...
now I feel my tears shredding through my skin
my convictions seep into my open wounds
as the idea you've pressed on me
are the fears that I bury within my
distorted thoughts as this tear runs down
my structured face
images of your impulsive greed shreds my existence
as your hands give life to the razors that
slice my violated throat
how to comprehend that nightmare you so willingly
helped me f...
times have tried
now you and I must complete the cycle
when equality cant be built in a day
where do we go from there?
to divide us is to separate
let's turn and start again
where do we go from here?
every opportunity is there
when standards can be met
because the difference is what you and I make of it
break it down - I'll try if you try
but equality can't be built in a day
so I'll follow wit...
commit the comprimise.
restricts our rights the education society gives us.
you establish with your advertised tables.
what gives you our rights ?
laws shouldn't be put to what we read and hear.
should nothing be said ?
shall we compromise ?
no.
our freedom, our rights, your mind.
tear down the walls.
what can break must be broken.
you have proven, one person can omit regulations.
that can con...
intertwined thoughts with yours
stitched up wounds are open once again
appreciation of my silence
will be held no more
so close to your desires
but I will not encourage my blood
to be spilled for indignity
and I would cry but it would kill all that I know
still utter deceit enters my flesh
and I contemplate the end as I grasp for breath
bearing bloody memories while kneeling
down letting my in...
the smell of day, youre infect the worst, whats this sometimes, you get nothing in retire, youre noth' frier frier for us, the regets one, between my am, whats that, the world forever gone.
for spending all youre lies, for you we walk this time i've got this time forbidden this
these' nothing to be, nothing to be Nothing, I just peek they We're got to pain got to pain Got To.
Sincerer day, for...
You can't imagine how much this fucking hurts.
How torn apart my mind has become.
I need to spare myself, from these endless tears.
I no longer want to look into the mirror.
I'm tired of being strong.
Do you ever feel so alone, your own existence goes unnoticed .
Yes, I'm talking about myself, i'm not afraid to say I'm so tired of impressing you.
Have you ever rebelled against everything you b...
why is it that we open our flesh based statue to
minds that easily forget?
I remain torn from the hand that I would
have placed on my inviting face
we sacrifice what brought us down
to indulge in the unknown
when you meant that much to me
so did the words that were released from your lips
but you weren't there
so i'll pride myself in knowing your false
proclamation as I build this wall once ag...
do you ever want to leave yourself
and let misfortune take your soul?
worthless heavy heart
as I turn the switch and throw it away
misery seeps on my skin and I sit and stare
numb and mute
can anything else I touch break?
carry me away pain
look through the framework and impale my disgust
mistrust
I have nothing
none of it
please join in, but do you deserve it?
I beat fulfillment into white wa...
Your mechanical eyes show how empty you are inside
night after night you walk through the door searching hoping, rotting and dying
what about this life keeps you going
Are you willing to kill this
One after another you line up to be seen
hollow, wide eyed, drama queen
Are you willing to kill this cheap creep show
If you are looking for the time of your life you've got it
searching, hoping and ...
"Lock the door, a killer is loose
Head count is 3.
A terrifying reality that won't end.
It's the shock of the century.
Blueprint of hate,
Blueprint of death.
Evidence will soon unfold.
Stateside road A1A.
Searching.
Another trail left cold.
Searching.
Body still not found.
Searching.
Discovery too unreal.
News is in.
Only bones remain.
Horror.
One after another.
Horror.
The gruesome three are ...
thin lines stand side to side while
the cries of millions pile up
their social structure declined
ripped down from forceful hands
as their tongues replenish silence
you tore their virtue out with bare empty hands
portraying what was dominated in your past
you laid it down with the intent of compromise
a life filled with the remaining memories
how can you give us the pain?
what thrives in you t...
so i shut my self down again, and wipe away my surroundings.
while the pain in my heart reminds me of time spent and forgotten.
alone but capable to see through your shit, i will bloom into what's unexpected of me, because your fucked up reality has driven me to this insanity.
how do you like me now ?
that what i thought.
disappear.
melt into the cracks i created for you, at least you can do i...
and what am I to you?
hopefully not a piece of misconception
that life's rule has pounded into your head
why is there a difference?
why is it appealing?
pain - oppression
you're feeding off our insecurities
they're living off your fucking tyrannical lies
how can you degrade the ones
you've claimed to love?
how can you degrade the ones
you've claimed to call equal?
and you think our pleasure ju...
this is what i do, me here in front of you.
this is my life, this is my everything.
it's in my heart, help me keep it dear, and i wil fight to keep my dreams alive.
you here with us, there's nowhere else i want to be.
this is the one thing we can't let fade away.
this is our life.
it's what drives us to go on.
this is our life.
no one can hold us back.
Tonight, tonight, tonight
Go
Tonight is ours
Give me your passion
Tonight is ours
Give me your heart
Tonight is ours
Now and forever
Tonight is ours
We bleed tonight
Live out your dream,
With everything you have inside you
This world can't hold us back forever
We bleed tonight is ours
Give me your passion
Tonight is ours
Give me your heart
Tonight is ours
Now and forever
Tonight is ours
Inside these broken lines
a disruption of our lives
insanity kicks in and all I see
is another dead end
so close your eyes
and escape from what you hide
how long will I take to bleed
there is no saving me
how far will you go to hold on?
I'm better off cutting my own throat
in hope for once that you might hear me
I know I can atleast count on the mess never judging me
I'm breaking out from all ...
a damage past is haunting me
creeps in won't let me breathe
i can't quite grasp psychotic thoughts and me the troubles lie beneath
we won't back down its far too late
paying the price of endeless pain our love, our hate
which on will you embrace
now i can't pretend
to live this life of plastic happiness
this plastic happiness
because one chance is all we get to kill the questions in our minds
...
numbers of descendants
segregated by design
caught up in a purpose that disgraces their standards
these actions wont help us end our fight
progress cant be made by weeding out the majority
eliminate the source but do not destroy the fighters
the color of the oppressor is only
the shortcoming of the disaster
end the sinister accusations
acknowledge the foresight in which we hold
to end oppressi...
i remember those days, when we were screaming for change.
when it was more than just fashion and fame.
our goals all seemed one and the same, and we sang the song of revolution.
the sky seemed endless there was no stopping us.
and i felt, we felt, like nothing could stand in our way.
and if i scream as loud as i can, it's got to fucking break, we will raise our fists and fight for our own plac...
Now I see
I never knew closed eyes could kill me
Now I know, and I see you for who you are
I've spent too much of my life watching you hide inside
Hoping you'd pull it off but your far from anything real
She said let the slaughter begin
Her tears spill to the floor
What a beautiful sight it is
As she lays down to again, to die again
Once and for all I want someone to owe what's mine
Look to th...
Endless days, I've got to find a way
Who am I?
I die a little more each day
Pull out this affliction with my own two hands
I need to be a better man
Can't you see through me?
All I have is me but I don't know who I am
Spent life holding on
No chance of hope, no thought of bond
I don't know who I am, I don't know who I am
Why did it all go wrong?
Endless days, got to find a way
Who am I?
I die ...
a friendship slowly deteoriates.
a hand that pushes us apart.
i remember when you were the one, that i would turn to.
when nothing you had thought was wrong, we were the invincible ones.
thanks for the memories now that you're gone.
what the fuck should i think when you let everything get in your way ?
so much holds you down so much holds you back.
are you the same ?
maybe i've changed.
now we...
here i am a poster board pinup for you to hate, someone who once cared now nothing is holding me back.
i am no more an image of what you thought i should be, the choice you've made and forced upon me.
so go on and hate me if you must, but honestly i don't give a fuck.
with my friends by my side i can get through anything, with you on my side we can destroy everything.
for those who continue to...
chase life, don't let monotony burn another day.
don't let it be regret that falls on your lap.
it pains me to think of all the time spent looking for change, but the change lies there with in ourselves.
this moment in your life, has never been more right.
it's time to overcome and leave the past behind regret is needless pain.
dream like you'll live for ever, live like you'll die tomorrow.
it's time to take back your life
so what if we showed an unbuttoned smile
could it break the lock to our true thoughts of insecurities
we never speak
how about we love ourselves without underlying hatred
respect for one another, no batle scars told
that means friends are not come and go
no overwhelming dramatic ending
we will try to kill it
fighting we will turn our own
we will try, we will tr...
unspoken contributions
a fragment of contemporary fundamentals
completion factor
ripping two cells abundantly
torment that's causing inner perspective
so untouched by the possessed clutches that resist
plentiful pains bruise my uncanny veins
supplement reoccurring is approaching
the laceration is contradicting
completion of the two is so important
to be able to proceed, for me it's ended
unwan...
you were there when I cried - I screamed
It would not be forgotten
A slave to the poison that dragged us down
We must suffer for your fucking incapabilities
And she could not see you destroy her
I can't even grasp the pictures that
you implanted in my mind
MY MIND
Must overcome and impale you with
the epitomes of your actions
We loved so much
Now I won't let myself hate you less
Now you're dea...
