I'm losing our connection
Your fading, Like a fashion of last year
Oh you fade away
Once again, I'm shattered down
And you pretend
Your lies are coming true
Oh you fade away
Would you please fade away
So tell me
Tell me why you lead me on then walk away
You play me, and lose me
I'm so weak, you broke me down again
A charity I refuse to be
I'm coming down
From the cloud you put me on
Oh you fad...
Please tell me your for real
Because I don't want to bleed no more
As the night fades away
I'm dreaming of you
Please tell me you feel something
Because what I feel is ecstacy
Oh shame on you
You cast your spell on me
La da da da
The stars align for you and I tonight
La da da da
I need you in my life
La da da da
The stars align for you and I tonight
La da da da
I'll take that as a sign
I'm so ...
I woke her up cause I could barely sleep
At 2 A.M. and contemplating faith
I made my way right out her door
The street lights, shine bright
I run away while she sleeps through the night
Was it fate that brought us here?
My mistakes I made in fear
Is it too late to change my mind?
Who have I been?
Stepping back to where I used to be
Incomplete and helpless so it seems
The fog's like a wall and ...
It's been so long since I've caught this cold
And times rolls on and I stand still
And it's been three years since I laughed out loud
And I was so messed up and so worn out
Being someone else, fooling just myself
So where, where will I find you?
I'm so scared to turn and face myself
I know you'll hear me loud
Above all the sound of this world
I'm seeing ghosts, I'm seeing lots of rain
The sign...
All hands on deck, don?t abandon the ship
You?ll never know what it could have been
All hands on deck, my ship is sinking
Don?t let me go, don?t let me drown
A step to the right to your own rhythm
And what comes next is up to you
And I need a miracle to save me from this
And I need the angels to all pray for me
I can?t believe you
All hands on deck, don?t abandon the ship
You?ll never know wha...
Something's very wrong here
Your heart has frozen over
And something's very strange here
You've lost all desire
The comfort we create to prove
We're something but we're starving
Screaming in the night 'cause you want answers
From the one and there is hope again
Don't give up, you're not thinking
Don't give up, just keep seeking
And I, I am for you and I, I will love you
And I, I am for you and...
I will wait for you if you promise you will try
So please will you whisper to my head all your plans?
I wanna understand
And why you running? You're always running
Is it me, you don't see?
But I'm still trying, you're always crying
To me, you never see, just be honest with me
The seasons all change but my love stayed the same
And so I knew
Would you be my tomorrow or better tomorrow what do yo...
You danced with me in the moonlight and I found my theme
Like roses bloom, you inspired me
And the break of day fell upon me and the light outshine
And you broke the spell that had kept me from loving you
I came to you for answers
I left confused
You play charades and the stars bow down
And I saw your face, I lose myself on a Saturday
It had been so long, so I question, I question everything
A...
You made the call
I step outside, cross that line
And I lose control
'Cause I?ve been waiting
It?s beautiful to let go, don?t you know
You're everything I try to be
The rise and fall to respond to the call
I got butterflies
You're all I have
So break me down
You're all I am
And nothing else matters
This is a longshot
It?s all I have
I?m ready to step it up
And all I need is your hand
And this ...
Who am I trying to fool
As the night falls upon me?
Who am I trying to be
When this leads to nothing?
I need some medication
I need your medication
These choices I've been making
They make me hate myself
Are you there?
How I long to be with you
Are you there?
Listening to my despair
Standing right at the shore
Knowing life is so much more
I said what she wanted to hear
Pretending that my mind ...
Autumn brings a song I sing so desperately
These shattered dreams from broken wings of love
October skies and city lights were all a blur
And high tide came washin' them away
I said
?Alright, alright, alright?
And you make the calls tonight
I surrender, this is for real
Church bells ring
The North Star seems so far from me
The coastal plane's is where my shame shall lay
Autumn trees they shed ...
You've been chasing me forever
Closing in as the days grow longer
And this could be my fault
Slowly grab a hold
to try and find what really matters
You've been watching me
Like the moon watches the sky
Pushing me to find
You open doors, you open doors
It's hard to make believe
When the sun slips out of view
And I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you, so in love with you
I've been judg...
I see frustration upon your face
Tired eyes
Won't you just rest with me
I'll make you complete again
I saw the beauty in your soul
The way you are
Can't you just see the moon smiling at you tonight
And what will define you?
I'm overjoyed, yeah
Overjoyed to be with you
Overcame doubts
Overcame and fell for you
I see two roads ahead of you
One is wide, the other
Is narrow and long
Which is the o...
Say goodbye to January
Goodbye to February
And all those days will they be forgotten?
My confidence yeah your fading
Found myself second guessing
And all my thoughts
And all their reasons
Watching red cars pass me by
A nd I swore I wouldn't cry
Now I swim in my defeat
Memories are flashing by
Oh a wars waging inside
And I'm wounded in my defeat
March ended unexpected
This is my confession
Not ...
Two miles between you and me
But there might as well be an ocean
It's hard to believe we lost everything
We might as well be strangers
'Cause I'm flying kites into the wind
And watching my life fall to pieces
And I'm painting pictures with all your lost letters
And hoping to just carry on
I'm crowding the streets of yesterday's dreams
And all I can say is I'm sorry
For two broken dreams that m...
I'd cross the desert to be with you
I miss you, I miss you
I heard the rumors they all were true
I need you, I need you
Ooh, next to me, next to me
Ooh, next to me, next to me
I'll take off my make-up
I'll stop and listen
I am alive now
I watch my head spin
I'll take off my make-up
I'll stop and listen
I am alive now
I watch my head spin
I'm in love with things you can't define
And I'm in love...
Oh no, the battle forms inside
And I speak, but you don't see the signs
My heart aches, leaving me here to hide
My world shakes, until you assure me
Oh no, there goes composure
Over and out to sea
Oh no, this won't control me
But it seems to get the best of me
The same problem, coming to haunt me again
And I know it's taken the best of my head
The same problem tears me to pieces inside
And I'm...
I and I am to blame
I sit here in shame
I threw you away again
And I, I send you my best
I try to lay this to rest
When you were my everything
Shades of grey
And please fade away
And oh, what have I said in vain?
Hey and I'll look away
Pretend I'm okay
I'm back on the road again
And please, could it be true
That I still love you?
And my love's unworthy
Shades of grey
And please fade away
And o...
Silhouettes, they all show
This will pass like yesterday
The rain will come and wash away
And fill me with your sweet, sweet air
I cried out and you were there
Like the wind that I cannot see
But I know it's there right in front of me
You're everywhere, oh, oh, oh
You're everywhere
I cried wolf to you again
And then denied this in my head
'Cause I ran to the other side
Only to then change my m...
There is something watching, waiting
There is something passing, casting these shadows
How they make their way into my mind
And you'll sing me to sleep, you'll sing to me gently
And you'll sing me to sleep, you'll sing to me
And I'm not alone
There is something shining, calling my name
And who are you? What do you want?
I'll claim nothing when you're whispering
The truth has made its way into ...
Now the silence breaks my walls
Looking through a telescope
My back is wide all the time
A thousand miles can't fall asleep
White lines beneath my feet
The start light becomes mine
I'm calling, calling for you
You're calling, calling for me, yeah
Is it for real?
Do I see what I want to believe?
Are you for real?
Spinning around so incomplete
I searched the sky for signs of life
All I found wer...
Sat around and thought about destiny
Which led me to feelings I could not conceive
Because I was holding on to yesterday
Had to let go to find today
Do do do, you're breaking through my boundaries
Do do do, the many moons it took me to find you
Do do do, do do do, you're burning through
I want to fall in love with you
Sat around and talked about politics
And all the different reasons why we ex...
There goes my faith, swinging by the cherry tree
I rest my eyes, I need some sleep
Slow wins the race, but I'm always rushing
Trying to escape, the monster I've become
Some days I try, and others just pass on by
A mountain so high, that I must climb
So please know I waited for you
And please be by my side
I'll make a move if you swear to catch me
I look to the sky
You're calm in the storm, cam...
When it rains, it pours down
And I am left with no cover
I'm being watched like a TV
It makes sleeping much harder
You can't fix what's never been broken
You can't even hide it
You can't change what's never been spoken
We're so alike, except
Seems like I'm a good laugh
Seems like I'm failure
But you're to blame
Under the gun
I watched your eyes change blue to green
Under the gun
The tension fi...
There is something watching, waiting
Thers is something passing, casting the shadows
How they make their way into my mind
And you'll sing me to sleep you'll sing to me gently
And you'll sing me to sleep you'll sing to me
and I'm not alone
There is something shining, calling my name
And who are you, what do you want
I'll claim nothing when you're whispering
The truth has made it's way into me h...
