It was years ago, the memory I still hold onto is the thought of us two, remember how we, went too quickly, held on tightly but we weren't so lucky. In my driveway, where we parted softly, locked up, left out in the freezing night breeze. The morning after, came silenced laughter, the man in blue said it best. You were only 14 when we went our seperate ways, broke down and stranded it all went...

I've never had something that I would call a future. Forever is just a concept that's never worth thinking. I want something more than this one, I'll take my time this time just to try to find me somewhere my blood runs cold each day. I find nothing. Life can't get me out of its teeth, it tried to chew me up and spit me out. But to me it's tongue in cheek that I will die without doubt, kicking...

Step back, glance at all the things you've done in your time. Step up to the starting line and don't look back. Wake up, don't choke, digest everything you wanna do. You'll never get this chance again, it won't come. Something inside will take your mind of it all, when you don't think twice, everything will work itself out Shut up, don't whine, things will start to come in good time. You've go...

I'm falling asleep here in my bed. I close my eyes and just see red or is it green or is it blue? I don't know should I just 'fess up and try to block out the light that's running through my head? I'll be drinking 'til it's dawn and I'll be thinking all night long about the things I should have said to myself that warm summer Tuesday morning. There's still indecision in my eyes. Yes, even afte...

Could you ever forgive me for all those times I said I'm sorry, and all the times I was never there for you? I wanted to but something held me back from holding you. And I know that things won't be the same, please god I know that I'm the one who's changed. Dana forgive me, I'm the one to blame, why can't you and I just be friends? And all those good times we had, going out just made them bad,...

A million miles away you seem so far from me. In that time I've see what we could grow to be. Those calls I need from you they serve me like a drug, to hear your voice I think there's no one else that I could love. Idealistic I know it serves me right. I just want our hearts to fall in love and be tight. Since you left me here I haven't been the same. I can't comprehend that you're gone and ti...

The Kodak next to me, is what puts me to sleep, and sends me to a place where you're always there. Through wood bed board I peek, I see me kiss your cheek, I close my eyes and you're kissing my lips. The weekends I live for, what did I do before I had your Courtney? You showed me the happiness. And I'll hold all the pictures real close, then press them up against me and hope that I'll get one ...

Like a dream that will never come true. The blue of her eyes I see through to me. But those eyes can't catch a glimpse of her in mine. Stare deep in the ocean the waves knock me down. I get up, I don't give up. It's always too tough to let the heartbeat skip. As long as I have a piece of her heart, how can I go wrong? Don't deny my feelings only suppress them the waves are getting bigger.

The slightest whisper of your voice and my whole world comes apart, hoping to wake up not alone, lying here with you. Fall asleep with the radio on, song about you till I'm gone. Set your watch back and remember what you felt. Remember the hours that we spent writing names on the stair case, know that when I close me eyes, all I see is your face.

Just a castaway An island lost at sea Another lonely day With no one here but me More loneliness Than any man could bear Rescue me before I fall into despair I'll send an SOS to the world I'll send an SOS to the world I hope that someone gets my I hope that someone gets my I hope that someone gets my Message in a bottle [Message in a bottle] A year has passed since I wrote my note But I should...

Awake early morning the sun's shining into my eyes, god don't change it, I could live my life out on open roads now. grab the wheel, floor the pedal and speed into something that's new, something distant. Don't you ask, just drive and take me away from here. I see the clouds in the sky so high. Eyes wander to my watch, think quot;do we have time?quot; And if we don't will we get by Just think ...

Deep mental masturbation; It's a dream world conservation. I'll take some time out for myself, styme sublimation, step into serene sedation. I'll put my problems on the shelf. We are, we're on a crazy roller coaster. Top of the drop, I cannot wait 'til this is over. I guess when we touch down is when I start over. Crossroads in Queensbury. Force myself into deep thought. Gurads of chaos is how...

Excuse me Mr. Apathy. The guillotine has dropped; another victim of you is what I see. The whole town eggs obnoxiously, forcing you out on a killing spree. It's not enough to spill the blood of those on the soil. In microwaves go torsos covered solely in foil. Excuse me, Mr. Simple Mind, you're the kind that kills. Another victim of you is what I see. The whole crowd eggs obnoxiously. Rebels g...

I think about you nightly, I think of how we might be, I with that I could throw it all away. And maybe start all over, cause we're just getting older, I'm leaving now but I'll be back someday. I'm on the train to NYC all alone just wondering with the thought of you to take up all of my time, I close my eyes and slip away, take me back to that one day when I held you in fear that you would lea...

This is something I will never say to you; You've heard it all before. The way I feel about those times that I once cried, a thousand times before. Summer's here and I will never speak to you. These precious memories and the way you thought you'd be from the first time I saw your face, to the last time I was in this place. You had it all together then until you sold it all to heroin. And now i...

Thank you for the sleepless nights; I wish I could repay you for them. Thank you for the best years of my life. For this I thank you with these tears. This is my last try now Before I go Don't you see me listening I said all goodbyes by now Stop before I go And hear me cry You were never there for them and this one's for not showing me you care and living lies through me, ignoring every plea w...